Losing my grip, everything's slowing slipping away..
Every second, every minute, every hour..
I'm letting it slipping away..
TengYa
17sept89
Too many regrets, too much time wasted
Too many things left unsaid, too many things left undone
Too many questions without answers, too many if-onlys..
Thursday, September 08, 2005
days r getting nearer to end of nlevel..had already finish 2 paper tat were chinese and ss ...not having much confident in myself...as i nev really put in much effort ...im afraid if i reali cant make it to sec 5...if i reali cant make it to sec 5 wad am i going to do...shld i continue my studies???i reali dunno i jus dun love to study...is like when i study so hard i could only get wad fucking result...jus hate ppl who compare mi to them...i noe im nt clever im nt gd in studies so u all look down on mi...wth ... u all noe waD is de feeling like ...is nt i nev try to put in effort is i did try but i still cant ...dun ever judge de person if u dunno de person well..by de person appearence , actions ,oranything else...sometime is nt de person who wanted to be tat way...i thought i could get wad i wan when i try...but i thought wrongly cause no matter hw hard i trywad i got back was not the result tat i wanted...
slipped away
3:52 AM
