Losing my grip, everything's slowing slipping away..
Every second, every minute, every hour..
I'm letting it slipping away..
TengYa
17sept89
Too many regrets, too much time wasted
Too many things left unsaid, too many things left undone
Too many questions without answers, too many if-onlys..
Monday, November 21, 2005
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slipped away
1:16 PM
