Losing my grip, everything's slowing slipping away..
Every second, every minute, every hour..
I'm letting it slipping away..
TengYa
17sept89
Too many regrets, too much time wasted
Too many things left unsaid, too many things left undone
Too many questions without answers, too many if-onlys..
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
common test was over..as my result was like ??%%@@#..gt nth to say about it.i cant say i have put in any effort.i cant say i did not studied.i cant say wad i studied gone into my head.i cant say i did memorise the fact.i cant blamed on my tutor.As i did not do my regular self studiesi did not pay attention in classwad went wrong?As there are many question marks in my head now.wad could i do to improve myself?wad do i reali need right now?i keep on asking myself was it the right choice for me to get up to sec 5 ?i don't really thought of this last year.but right now im struggling.seriously i think because my mind set havent being change.im just like a few *** out there lying to myself is jus a common testis ok .im nt the worse of all so is ok...im jus trying to avoid rather then facing the reality.im being fucking ass im frustrated i just dunno why im nt changing my mind set ..i dun wanna waste my time and waste my father money ...money and time are both precious.
slipped away
5:41 AM
